It hasn’t been easy making the change from spending every
day with my family to being oceans and continents apart. I think this was my
favourite trip in the way that we took so much time to appreciate everything
all the time. The bike rides to the beach, the healing evening swims in the
salty ocean, sleeping in every day and being so spoiled and well taken care of
that the stress and sadness of the past few months seem to disintegrate.
What
has been easy is the new found focus on something else but getting pregnant, on
anything else but getting pregnant. For a few months we’ve been Fia and Venessa
who goes to Europe, who goes for morning canoe rides and goes out with our
friends on the weekends. I am so grateful the veil of depression lifted and I’m
almost back to myself. I needed a break, some sun, some time away and my
binoculars se on different sights.
