When they calculated balance, they forgot to take into account

How heavy sadness can weighs, compared to any atomic weight

And for Libras’ to be off kilter, is a burden twice measured

When the internal scale wants nothing but to move

Closer to resembling, what nature taught from the beginning

And the abundance of apathy eclipses the speed of light

How can I stop it from seeping into every single one of my relationships?

my dearest ones

and how it taints them with this unspoken untruth

that I’m giving an Oscar winning worthy performance

while specks of dust dance in the spotlight

alone on stage

my monologue is not sharp like tongues or swords

my bargaining skills are mad and imperfect

please I will trade you this for early onset diabetes, hair loss, a lazy eye

what can I give you in return?

To have myself back